the roof i am living under has full of surprises as always. besides the daily four seasons at times, several characteristics include an angry controller dowager, a silent of the lamb, a numb rock, an emo-wh4, an eating machine michellin, a psycho deadmeat and a blind cow.
used to live by self since 18 for nearly 10yrs without surveillance. things were not so difficult to deal with, life style was not that intensed. eventho i was under employed for 5yrs with long working hours & under surveillanced by mental bosses, but time flies with gila-gila colleagues. it was like standing without gravity, just like on a "vacation mode" until coming home would be best to describe as returning to earth of gravity - "the end of vacation", period.
ever since the experiences of the uninvited hurricanes & storms, things were at least settled for a while till tailoong gone kookoo & annoyed the retired volvano. perhaps things ain't as bright as before, the return of dowager has turned to become a more angry & controlling she never been before, which also stimulated the intensity & worries with the echoes of complains & criticism when the sun rises... and the only way to peace out is when the moon rises.
each of our characteristics has changed as we aged. the grumpy controller has turned to be more angry & full of hatred. the quiet goat has turned to be a silent lamb. with the additional of dramatic emo-wh4, stories teller, eating machine & the blind cow could easily be the best combination of fireworks in the air! the noises i am being surrounded are unbeatable & i have the lowest authority to express my frus. i felt as if i am being inflated by the heat & turn into a giant hot air ballon floating in the air with string tied on my ankles... it may look colourful & fun but it is bloody HOT up there!!!!!!
sometimes i wonder why changes occure as we aged. since when we become so demanding of wanting things to be perfect? if we started simple, why cant we just maintain it simple till the end? afterall, "How many 10yrs does one has in a life time?"
